Shortest term of employment= 1 hour

I GOT A JOB!!!! Finally! I got a job at subway, but the next day I was asked to come in for an interview at Walmart for the Bakery. I got that job too!!! BUT! When I told Subway I needed to leave a little bit early for the "job offering" They fired me. She said she hired me for "anytime" and she wasnt gonna waste her time. Ugh. She wasn't nice from the beginning, and they also own the liquor store next door. I even did my interview in there so I really didn't feel right about it in the first place. But I think I will be ok. Walmart pays well and I believe its a full-time position. Yay!!

-Robin

missy

i finished mockingjay. the last book of the hungergames.*sigh* idk what to do with myself now haha jk maybe ill get some hw done! school is dragging on and on. and its not even school i mind its the people and the drama. im not even involed in much drama! its just there and its exousting. haha so yep thats life for me right now. iv been dog-sitting 2 doggies dalsha and igor and getting payed 10 dollors a day! :D that helps thinks lol just sayen. and now i shall eat some roman noddles ...then some string cheese and on to the girl scout cookies and icecream!

Another of Robin's "Song of the Day"

Robin

enough said

Robin

Have you herd this one Missy?

missy

recently iv been ... captured by a book called The Hunger Games. when i first herd about it over the summer i didt think it sounded that great or my sort of book at all but because the person telling me was so enthusiastic i decided to give it a try. its one of my all time favorite books! iv neglected other homework to read it haha. it takes place in the ruins of north America and its split into 12 districts. district 12 being the poorest and mining coal. the conditions in the districts were awful. the black market is ware most made there money and people dieing of starvation was almost a dayle thing. 75 years ago the districts rebelled agensed the rich unfair capital and ended up losing district 13 as an example of what could happen to them. and they created the hunger games. the hunger games is like a raffle and for each district they "reap" 1 boy and 1 girl between the ages of 12-18 to fight to the death in a huge arena and have it televised for the capitals entertainment and there districts pain. only 1 victor will get to go home. and once there they go crazy from the nightmares and guilt of all the people they killed or they turn to drinking and hard core drugs. from district 12 Katniss and Peeta are chosen and ...........i cant say anymore shhh lol ill just get carried away and spill the beans on everything :D but if ur thinking "jezz this sounds so depressing" it kinda is but not realy lol peeta makes it all worth it! <3 hes so so so perfect :) anyways lol hope this made u wanna read the hunger games! and "may the odds be EVER in ur favor!"

Robin

I've been feeling very home sick lately. :,( I miss my bestest friend Missy, my big brother Gabe, My friend Graf, his sister and my friend Erika(though she doesnt live there anymore.)All my other siblings, even my parents. And I miss school. I do nothing as of now. I dont have a job or anything. All I do is read books and jump on the trampoline every day. Every once and a while I break out my Japanese workbook and learn another chapter or two. Anyway, I've been feeling pretty lonely too lately sooo this song is kinda...enabling. haha

missy

 i have only tomorrow left with my diet and i have lost around 3 lbs lol i didt exercise much. anyway i got about 11 inches of my hair cut off after school and i love my new hair. i gave myself a french manicure just because i felt like it haha avoiding homework to b honest. and some creepy kid at school today said i looked hott haha! yea right. anyway its been a realy good day and im working on my delightful temper so i intend for the days to come to b happy as well :) i rely want to b a better person, spiritually, physically and mentally. i have 4 sisters, 3 of them were married when they turned 19 and the 4th was proposed to on her 20th birthday. i relay want to marry young and live a long lovely life with that remarkable someone who makes me complete. theirs a problem however that i recently thought of, i still consider my self a girl although i am physically a women. i want to prepare myself to b a wife and later mother by working hard at making myself matcher (still fun tho lol) i want to be confident and fun and feel comphortible with the knowledge that someday i will have to take care of a husband his needs and wants and emotions and stresses and children who will run around and drive me crazy. i want to be wiser and more attractive. once i accomplish these things then i think i might start thinking of myself as a women and then i know ill be ready to truly fall in love and be married. i want to not have the "i am worm! worthless worm!" feeling when i stand by my ever so perfect for me/custom made by God, sole mate.

Robin's "About Me"

True Love.

What does it take to get it?

Passion.

Desire.

Kindness.

It doesn't matter.

Looks.

Charm.

Accessories.

The only way.

It's true, no matter what people say, it's true; Guys want a thin girl. Well, most guys. And when he does get close to you, when it boils right down to it, your just a friend. Ugh. I can't tell how sick I am of being a friend. I am tired of hearing how cute "that girl over there" is. What am I? Chopped meat? And mostly I am tired of hearing a fat joke, and instead of being able to laugh along with it, someone (usually "that guy") has to turn to me and say "no offense." HA! Jerk! It wasn't like it was offensive- until you said that. Thanks.

So I'm setting out to accomplish my goal. Most people say they want to diet to be healthier. And though that may be true for me too, I'm gonna just say it; I'm doin it for the boys. Hahaha I want to date like any normal girl, and that won't happen until I'm fit like I should be. I thought for a long time "I can't love someone if they don't love all of me." but here's the thing- who will? Guys don't even look at chubby girls. Usually all the guys I'm actually friends with are either guys I've grown up with, or my brothers friends first. Besides, I've noticed something recently: Though I want so badly to find love, I still don't let men near me because I'm not happy with myself. I would rather have someone fall in love with the me that I'm happy with.

Well, that's my story and I'm stickin' to it! Haha

missy

if i did eat animal crackers with cream cheese frosting i dont think itd make a difference... i rely dont think iv lost ANY lbs's! :( what if im miserable for nothing? *shrug* iv got just this week. haha to day i forgot my shurger free sallad dressing i made at home and so i got a (kinda like McChicken) chicken sandwich plain and picked of the yummy bread and yummy breading and just ate it like that. oh and by the way! did you know that the little milks they sell at school ALL have 11g of sugar?! from chocolate milk to the fat free! it was crazy! (hope your egg thieve-ory goes well lol!)

Robin

Dang Missy! I would totally trade you places right now. You eat animal crackers with cream cheese frosting, and I'll eat the omelets. Seriously. I feel soooo Fat! And "He" might be coming over for FHE tonight.....
Cathy's not home, so maybe Ill snag a couple eggs.... hehe 

missy

so yesterday was a rather odd time in my young life. i dont have the diet book yet so i dont know much to cook so yesterday morning i made an omelet for lunch i had 2 omelets and for supper another omelet lol. around noon i was wanting some exercise so i walked to my bf's house to say hi and c if he wanted to play in the snow...it took me 50 mins in probably 2 degree weather, brrrrr! so then he walked back to my house with me and the temperature had doped on the way and the poor dear was freezing so i made him some very yummy and warm cocoa. he drank it happily and i envied he could drink such yummy things :( but acted happy as could be. about 5 mins after we went to the living room and as i sat on the couch i hit my head on the 50 gal fish tank on the corner and it hurt bad enough that i teared up a bit but then i was embarrassed and i wanted cocoa so i started crying harder ...haha no one knew its cuz i wanted some cocoa lol! we drove him home and i had a capital idea wile talking to robin on the phone afterwords ....milk and cinnamon ...she said to add some vanilla and splenda :) so i did but ofcorse when i got the vanilla it was holding up everything else in the cubord so i took that out and boxes of mac and cheese with containers for jello and sprinkles came in an avalanche on my head. lol robin and i have a bad habbit of going to the bathroom while on the phone (hey were on the phone for hrs...give us a brake!) and she was in the bathroom and i was mixing my milk and was so happy when it turned brown lol! it kinda gave out silly soles the giggles.
today was nothing speashal i felt like crap all day and my family teased me about eating sausage on my diet till i cryed ...then they all felt bad. but jezz im on dang diet so i dont feel fat and saying imma gonna have a heart atack form eating to much on my diet and laughing about it duznt exactly help. i tell ya im danged if i do and danged if i dont.

Robin

Song of the day- "Quiet" by Demi Lovato



It's been a crappy kind of day. I woke up in a bad attitude today and felt like smashing something. So instead I acted like an angel to my sister-in-law, then ate the last of her potato chips. Muahahahaha!!!!!
Then, since it was freezing outside and raining, I sat on the couch all day and turned into a pumpkin. (seriously, I even wore an orange pumkpin-like shirt today.) hahaha so yea, that was my day.


P.S. Does spaghetti-O's give anyone else gas?

missy

happy 3rd day of the diet to me! ........... lol im an eater and i cant eat any yummies. its driving me crazy! theirs 3 or 4 feet of snow out side agan its the 2nd lovely snow day in a row and i want some hot cocoa soooo much! :'( my tummy would very much like that. iv resorted to drawing because when i do that nothing else seems to matter as much but i'll have to help my daddy shuvle out the driveway first. i wonder if sugar free cocoa is ok....

Robin

Woke up surprisingly early (for me) today....9am!!! I know right? lol
About to eat some Rice Crispies with banana. Cause there's literally nothing in this house that's not "reserved." Seriously, my sister in law doesn't buy ANYTHING if its not for a specific meal on her monthly menu.
I want to take a shower and then go lay out on the deck in the sun....but I'm babysitting. :/ bummer. So I think I'll just help her finish her homework (home-schooled) and then take her out to the trampoline...again.  

missy

yesterday was the 1st day of the diet for me as well...aside from an accidental 3 slices of pizza that my mom made, im doing much better at it and even made some sugar free salad dressing :9 and due to a blizzard that bestowed out town and state with about 2 to 3 feet of snow i have failed to exercise outside haha

Robin

Yesterday was supposed to be the first day of the diet. As for me, I live with my "sister-in-law" and she doesn't believe it's a good diet, so since she's not supporting me, I have to pay for my food myself...and I don't have a job. So as for now, I can only eat as healthy as possible, but I can't stick strictly to the diet quite yet. But I am trying....and I jump on the trampoline every day. lol