missy

so yesterday was a rather odd time in my young life. i dont have the diet book yet so i dont know much to cook so yesterday morning i made an omelet for lunch i had 2 omelets and for supper another omelet lol. around noon i was wanting some exercise so i walked to my bf's house to say hi and c if he wanted to play in the snow...it took me 50 mins in probably 2 degree weather, brrrrr! so then he walked back to my house with me and the temperature had doped on the way and the poor dear was freezing so i made him some very yummy and warm cocoa. he drank it happily and i envied he could drink such yummy things :( but acted happy as could be. about 5 mins after we went to the living room and as i sat on the couch i hit my head on the 50 gal fish tank on the corner and it hurt bad enough that i teared up a bit but then i was embarrassed and i wanted cocoa so i started crying harder ...haha no one knew its cuz i wanted some cocoa lol! we drove him home and i had a capital idea wile talking to robin on the phone afterwords ....milk and cinnamon ...she said to add some vanilla and splenda :) so i did but ofcorse when i got the vanilla it was holding up everything else in the cubord so i took that out and boxes of mac and cheese with containers for jello and sprinkles came in an avalanche on my head. lol robin and i have a bad habbit of going to the bathroom while on the phone (hey were on the phone for hrs...give us a brake!) and she was in the bathroom and i was mixing my milk and was so happy when it turned brown lol! it kinda gave out silly soles the giggles.
today was nothing speashal i felt like crap all day and my family teased me about eating sausage on my diet till i cryed ...then they all felt bad. but jezz im on dang diet so i dont feel fat and saying imma gonna have a heart atack form eating to much on my diet and laughing about it duznt exactly help. i tell ya im danged if i do and danged if i dont.